Yesterday, I was told to write a note informing my co-student teachers that we will have a meeting today at 9:00 am. I do it anyway. However, I did not attend the meeting. I don’t know why. All I know was I feel unmotivated to attend the class.
Perhaps, the reasons that can explain this were the grades I had received in my English 9 subject and the lost of my last two observations making my grades in FS 4 incomplete.
I have done a lot of effort to make my performance in English 9 subject (Structure of English) quite good. Of all those 15 subjects I took last semester just to be qualified for the graduation, this subject is the one I have enjoyed most. I felt like I was then ready to become a student teacher for the second semester. However, there were quizzes and activities which were unrecorded. Some of them were the monologue and oral activities.
On the other hand, the last two FS 4 observations were missing. I was quite wondering how it was lost where in fact they were just compiled altogether. The solution was, I reprinted the copies and submitted it again. What if I don’t have back-up copies? I will surely start from the beginning.
I wanted to heal the wound and brought back the motivation why I had chosen this field of teaching.
I was in a silence for a while.
Tomorrow, I am ready again to become a teacher. I have learned a lot of things from this. I learn from this. When I will become a teacher, I will be very careful in recording the performances of my pupils. If I neglect my responsibility, there may be lot of pupils who will cry behind me.
And to the concern individual, this quote is for you: We can assess our mistakes, think about our actions and take steps to improve it.
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